love it when i the little email from ao3 that says if i got kudos in the past 24h. i don't need any encouragement to keep writing as i got like 300k words in completely in isolation eleven whole ass years ago and i will continue onwards completely ignoring any external forces whatsoever it's just wildly funny to me that there is a little handful of people out there who like this thing. i wrote a very terrible and very funny (to me) line today that you people probably won't see for a couple months or so. hopefully you stick around long enough to see it when i finally post this chapter