breakups suck. obviously. they suck extra hard when it's with someone who's really nice to be around, and not a dick, and you enjoyed spending time with them and went on cute dates that became cherished memories and learned a lot from them, and feel like you had so much more you could have learned or experienced with them were the circumstances just a bit different.
I'm not one to date, let alone break up with someone. it's unfamiliar to me. we didn't date for particularly long, but I really hope we can be friends someday and pick up where we left off with the fun and experiences but that's something for the future and it's up to them. lots of heavy and sad emotions to deal with on top of supporting other people around me also going through a rough time.
tired and sore from crying. I feel bad and I feel down.
going to try doing something good with my evening, but, let's see.
