Really struggling to express words for anything lately. I've had ideas in my head that I want to get out, but haven't had the energy or drive for it, so thoughts in my head they shall remain. I feel like I'm coming out of the Winter Holiday Slump slowly, but had some days where all I can manage is doing enough of the bare minimum in life and then giving my mind a break with something easy and relaxing to do. Today is definitely one of those days. Hopefully I can get some life back in me through the day.
I guess I'm trying to not be too down on needing lots of downtime, and instead reframing it as good and necessary relaxation time to help my mind get back on the level and that I should just have fun and enjoy myself and not overthink it. It's just frustrating to have so little energy or spoons to like, do, like, anything, y'know?