Decorating my new bedroom has taken so much out of me. I'm really happy with the progress of making a nice fox den, but there's so much work bottlenecked behind the carpet fitting which I'm not just waiting for, and it's tired me out so much - I feel like I'm running empty on thoughts, energy, words and emotional availability.
I've just been in a continuous brace, holding my breath until it's done, but it's taking it out of me. I really want to be more mentally and physically active, but I've struggled to do much or express myself. I'm plodding through some things, though - I'm having fun poking away at my game prototype - a numbers/puzzle/push-your-luck game currently just a python script running in a terminal to get the mechanics and balance right before I decide where I actually want to develop it on.
I'd love to make a new website too and have an RSS feed good to go - I have a domain, I have experience making APIs and bots and I know rudimentary HTML and CSS, but weirdly lacking in experience in making a website. And while I'm keen at the moment, I just feel like I really don't have the time or energy for it. I'm hoping that once my bedroom is ready I'll find both of those things!
Who knows, now that things are in The Quiet Before The Storm (of emptying my room and dismantling my annoying-to-dismantle bed to get a carpet fitted), maybe I'll be able to find a lil' time and motivation, too.
But for now I'm just catching up with the FFXIV story, which has been a delightful way to take a load off because boy, I have needed it
