for the past couple weeks I've had a specific five dollar bill that I've kept outside of my wallet, for reasons that are outside the scope of this chost
but keeping loose change means frequent pocket checks, and whenever I've found this five dollar bill, I've thought to myself, "there's that five dollar bill I'm always thinking about," and then I've moved it to my active set of pockets or a spot on my desk for safekeeping
and like. it's always the same thought, just in different situations. for the time being until i actually use this five dollar bill, it is a character in my life. it is the five dollar bill that i am always thinking about, and i think of it as such whenever i see it.
key point of the confession: i am not above doing repeat bits for just myself