liberating mental moment in a rematch lobby where i went from "i have to end this set ahead of the other guy" to "this has been a good ass set, i can leave whenever i want"
and really.... "losing 11-10 in casuals" isn't a real thing IMO. like you can do a FT10, but if it's just "hop on the cab and play" then there's little point in putting my own stakes on it, and probably more fun to relax and vibe with it or whatever. i did get to ten wins first tho
i played like 30 games of xrd before i had any caffeine. uuuuoouuogohghghh i'm getting up

