even when my body is not the way i want it (not being a tentacle monster gsfdsafsgdhdfd) im still very happy to be me. i actually like being myself now and this is such a turn around from like 4-5 years ago. i like my name, my species, my self. maybe i cant look in the mirror and see me, but i can look at my icon, at the tentacle monster commission hanging on the wall across my bed, and smile. i feel good this way. like im finally comfortable to be myself
