because right now I'm mostly using it like Twitter++ where I make really dumb, short chosts stream-of-consciousness while on a regular basis I'm seeing genuinely incredible things people are doing here, even if it's in the service of high-quality shitchosting (effortchosting?) (my phone literally auto-suggested shitposting to me. help)
that said if the end result is more creative endeavors in a very low part of my life rn, then who cares if the inciting spark is "I need to more effectively utilize the fourth website"
there is also the issue where I am apparently seeking validation on a platform where one of the big draws is "to hell with the Numbers Go Up game" but I just got up less than an hour ago and I can unpack all this later