despite everything, it's still matt

I hesitate to actually use the term "rejection sensitive dysphoria" to describe myself (not out of disapproval of the term so much as wondering if it's even meaningful as a term for me) but boy am I dysphoriating some rejection sensitivity over trying to show anyone any of my ongoing work on Reverie

me, tagging rechosts featuring art of angels or otherwise angel-esque aesthetics/concepts as #angelposting, then much later finding out this apparently already has a very specific meaning for, to my understanding, trans girls processing trauma by way of kinning

which would be utterly nonsensical for me to accuse someone else of but apparently leveling that at myself is always fair game

wait 'til you find out about the dolls

which I feel is so far out of my lane as far as something I can comment on

me, tagging rechosts featuring art of angels or otherwise angel-esque aesthetics/concepts as #angelposting, then much later finding out this apparently already has a very specific meaning for, to my understanding, trans girls processing trauma by way of kinning

which would be utterly nonsensical for me to accuse someone else of but apparently leveling that at myself is always fair game