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despite everything, it's still matt @elementnumber4610/9/2023, 6:26 PM

how do people share things they've written/made without their brain making up a guy that gets mad at them about it

I hesitate to actually use the term "rejection sensitive dysphoria" to describe myself (not out of disapproval of the term so much as wondering if it's even meaningful as a term for me) but boy am I dysphoriating some rejection sensitivity over trying to show anyone any of my ongoing work on Reverie

#certified matt palladium moments #you'd think the easiest part would be at least showing it to my partners but instead here I am wringing my hands #"is it ready to show anyone?" how do I know? I'm only the one who's writing it #my brain is a machine that turns concepts into self-flagellation