once again made the mistake of scrolling through my horny tumblr and a couple sex toy websites only to get Weird Gender Vibes(TM). not in a bad/dysphoric way, more of a "oh my God that would give me so much gender euphoria if i had it and could use it with my girlfriend" way that i unfortunately don't have the time, energy, or money to explore at this point in the semester
i've waffled back and forth on getting a packer for Years, since the idea of having a fake dick in my pants kinda weirds me out, and a lot of the ones that are trying to be realistic fail to be convincing and also come with an implication of "you want to be completely stealth and never have anyone know that you're trans ever ever ever" that doesn't really vibe with my existence as a Certified Queer(TM). but a fake monster dick? or one that's meant to look silly? one that's very obviously meant to not be realistic (and therefore avoids the uncanny valley i keep seeing with the "realistic flesh tone" ones)? ..........perhaps. very perhaps.