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live my life in such a way, that when im old I can look fondly on all that's happened, instead of wallowing in regret or sadness that I didn't have a better life
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make something, anything, worth celebrating
these two things basically drive me, and sometimes I do catch myself wondering if I'm gonna achieve them. I'm basically a quarter through my life so I'd say the pace is good, but y'know how it is. I'm thinkin' of future me and all that.
things feel optimistic for now, but optimism is only useful for feeling better, and i hope im not sacrificing long term prosperity for short term happiness