i haven't drawn in a week because ive been so sick i couldnt be at my desk and i know that that's always how this goes but the degree to which it feels like i've "forgotten" how to draw is real amplified right now and it's frustrating!!
basic anatomy stuff is turning out wrong, my lines look like shit, sketching is really hard, every idea i visualize in my head immediately comes out distorted and somehow unfixable. i need to spend the next few days just deep in studies or something to get the feel back but it's demotivating to do so because i'm not doing it to learn im doing it to remember
which is all made worse by the ever-present "any time i spend on stuff i do not post is a waste of time and actively makes my job harder" thoughts
