lena is in the other room playing star ocean and i sorta miss the era of myself that would sink however many hours those games take. i bought the new (and ostensibly pretty alright) Disgaea game and haven't cracked it open and I'm not really finding the motivation to because I'm just sorta exhausted by the general structure of JRPG games but also like... I miss not being exhausted by them.
the only time i made for anything close to that this year was Final Fantasy 16 and I can't think of a thing i regret doing more than that

