It's rare and it's fragile but after nearly 2 years I'm finding myself feeling restless, but not bad. Like there's an itch but the itch is in my soul and it's not annoying and it needs to be scratched and the only thing that scratches that itch is being creative. It's a tiny little spark and it will go out if I am not careful when it shows up but it comes back in a couple days and it finally feels like that part of me is healing again.