if you use the phrase "be normal" as if it's something to aspire to, kindly take a long walk off a short plank. or block me. whichever is easier for you.
child of the 80s
i escaped a cult.
all of the content warnings.
all of them.
tag: exerian's tragic backstory
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it can't JUST be me and frank zappa
you're not the first person to tell me this.
i saw a documentary that said something like 10% of people will have an allergic reaction to it. most of it will be really mild but it can be dangerous for a very few people.
and for an even fewer number of people, chemically addictive like opioids level addictive.
alcohol lives in a weird space for me now of "used to be fun, now it super isn't"
it's definitely hit or miss lol ... I think other drug/med interactions changed things for me, as at least one other person on this post mentioned... I'll smoke a little bit if I have it, sometimes, because it helps me wind down a bit, but I think I've lost a lot of interest in it over time. it's a fine line where it can make my heart race/make me feel super disorganized/I just hate the taste in my mouth and it doesn't actually help me sleep or relax or anything. no secret society but just, I feel what you're saying a bit.
Smoked for a decade+ without a problem, and then sometime in my Mid-20s something changed where I couldn't smoke at all without having a massive anxiety attack. I think it has a lot to do with the average potency, because it didn't happen until I started having access to professionally grown stuff. If I'm lucky I can find some real low-grade shit that will let me enjoy it but even the mids (like 20% flower) sets it off these days.
