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if you use the phrase "be normal" as if it's something to aspire to, kindly take a long walk off a short plank. or block me. whichever is easier for you.

 


 

child of the 80s

 


 

i escaped a cult.
all of the content warnings.
all of them.
tag: exerian's tragic backstory

 


 

                                 
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if i started writing a serial about how a 6 year old trans girl plotted to collapse the century old human trafficking organization that held her captive do you think people would pay to read it? also, would anyone who is good with words want to help me in any way? lol (i know that looks like laughing but it's really me drowning. haha.)


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in reply to @exerian's post:

Ohhh geez, yeah. You'd probably have some stronger emotions in that regard than me - my anger is mostly secondhand, I had an internet friend long ago from another country where human trafficking is horrifically common and they were snatched off the street at a young age.

There's this idea in my head of someone who spends years working within that system slowly accumulating the pieces they need to escape, and then further years using what they learned and observed and connections to the more powerful "clients" to bring it all down in a blaze. Maybe some themes about how violence begets violence, but if so would have to be done tastefully and carefully, the protagonist would never be seen as doing anything bad, at the worst portrayed as just a vehicle for pure karma, like they feel their humanity was taken a long time ago and now they're just a force of nature.

Which is why I come back to Taxi Driver as a point of reference.

I've also toyed with the notion of adding Twin Peaks-ian supernatural elements but I wonder to myself if that would be inappropriate given the subject matter.

see, due to the whole change the names to protect the innocent thing, it might be a good idea to go this route. changing names really isn't enough. you have to change up whole details or you can put people in serious danger.

I've also toyed with the notion of adding Twin Peaks-ian supernatural elements

no buts, do it. i made a bargain with lilith when i felt like absolutely no one cared about me and every single detail of the contract has been fulfilled. now i have to decide what to do with my life. lol

I would be genuinely interested in helping out, workshopping ideas and characters and stuff, and/or helping with the writing/proofreading, if I can find that time in my schedule (about to start a new job, uncertain what kinds of hours I'll be getting)

i have a server i'm starting to do some stuff with. i finally started to make a little bit of visible progress on butisit.gay which is a thing i've always wanted to make. i think i need to set up some kind of wiki. i'll be doing artist alley ads and things going forward.