"The only solution to any problem is violent action with no clear goal"
"If something bad happens, it's always going to be the worst case"
"Everyone is out to get you all the time"
"Nobody will respect what you do for arbitrary reasons"
Y'all have no idea how frustrating and demoralizing it is to have fought like absolute hell to silence my own anxieties and self-doubts, to have worked so damn hard to fight the post-traumatic stress monster tooth and nail to end up in a semblance of stability.... only to see all the negativity and shittiness I once held inside echoed constantly in the people around me. No wonder I so quickly internalized my own self-hatred, people propped it up readily.
