I’m tired, brain wasn’t kind tonight. Did okay pulling it out- thanks to some friends I love dearly- but it threw absolutely vile shit at me before it gave up the ghost. Made me feel… less than worthless, a burden, a blocker to happier times for the people I love.
It’s wrong. Those thoughts are lies an overtuned panic response threw at me, but… it shook me. More than I’ve been shaken in a while.
If I’m quiet, I’m just… trying to get back to me. Spending some time holding tight those I hold dear.
Hurt makes a tender heart ache, but love is one hell of a salve. 🖤💛
