"I have to take a shower" hard mode, aka "I don't know whether I have midday plans yet, so I have to try and motivate myself to get it done before I know for sure"
it's just hard to make myself get in the clean box when my brain is going "but we don't know for sure if plans are happening, so maybe we don't have to get clean." like my hygiene is directly correlated to how many people I plan on seeing in a day lmao
