so long, and thanks for all the fish

I forgot to say-- I was telling my friends at our friendsgiving potluck about my in-progress fursuit head, and they got SUPER excited and asked to see it 😸 it feels so good to be open about my special interests and have all of my friends be excited and supportive for me about it. I'm glad I finally unapologetically embraced this part of my identity, and it's very motivating to keep going wrt finishing my suit and getting other important life shit done 🩵🩵🩵🩵

I realized about 3 hours ago that I dissociated through my medication alarm last night and thus forgot to take my brain meds, but I'm being very brave about it (I shaved my undercut, took a shower, and made myself chocolate chip pancakes)

I made a dark deal with God where she cursed me with The Mental Illness™️, but in exchange I can cook the perfect pancake every single time without sacrificing a fucked up one first. it's working out alright tbh

I realized about 3 hours ago that I dissociated through my medication alarm last night and thus forgot to take my brain meds, but I'm being very brave about it (I shaved my undercut, took a shower, and made myself chocolate chip pancakes)

bitchy venting behind the cut, just getting nasty thoughts out of my head so they don't fester in there

they say you shouldn't trust your brain after 9pm (or earlier, depending on when it gets dark out) but the thing is, it's the next day now and I still don't have a single good feeling about any of this shit