I had a dream last night that my grandparent died (already has happened 4 times over so idk) and the funeral was like a week of events and my parents insisted I wear a dress (also foolish bc I would simply refuse if that were the case) but for dream logic reasons I agreed to wear a dress.
So we're headed to an event and I'm the only one waiting in an SUV in the driveway, ready to leave. For reasons unknown the car rolls forward down the driveway which is actually some kind of short offroading obstacle course. I hop in the driver's seat and flip the car around to drive it back up the driveway, but get stopped by a really intimidating obstacle. My parents have come to the driveway at this point and are watching me excitedly thinking I'm going to do this obstacle course. But I'm scared and frustrated to even have to be doing this so I just get out of the car and start walking back up the driveway, yelling about how unnecessary this is. Because my frustration is boiling over I end it all with "I don't know why I had to wear this stupid fucking dress, I'm not a stupid fucking woman, I'm a stupid fucking man."
And then I woke up.
