the other night i dreamed me and my partner accidentally took potions that made us into giants and we rolled around town as huge people and i thought that the antidote to make us small again was by drinking one another's potions. but she was convinced it would just make us even bigger. she wanted to get us to drink poison instead. she wouldn't even let me try her potion. i was like "but i don't wanna die!!" and she was like "don't think of it as dying think of it as losing". like it was some kind of game we were playing and if we took poison it would be over and we could get on with our lives. but i didn't believe it. i knew we would die if we took the poison and i thought i would prefer to stay big.