It’s been nearly a century since Oleg was laid to rest, but Morgott still finds his thoughts drifting to him more times than he’d care to admit.
Tolbren’s blood on silver armor, fox-red hair gleaming in the sunlight as Oleg, damn him, presents a wilting sunflower to him with a smile. The phantom shape of a bag of serpent-shaped medals in his hand. The lilt to Oleg’s voice as he calls him ‘Beastie’ - spoken the way a man would call his wife ‘darling.’ What an insufferable creature, Morgott reflects, grimacing, and yet…
Some part of him, buried bone-deep, misses Margit being looked at like he isn’t a stain on the sole of someone’s boot; and he misses Morgott being treated as a friend by someone who didn’t hesitate to slay countless traitors at his command. Oleg was more than just another mercenary, or even some loyal knight groveling for his favor. He had cared far beyond his expected payment. Oleg had seen past the Grace-Given Lord to the wretched thing underneath and hadn’t looked away. Oleg had built for him a mountain of corpses to raise him to the throne of Leyndell.
But was it even worth it, in the end? Leyndell is a skeleton of a city, sparsely guarded and bleached white by the sun. No matter how fierce its defenders, it would only take one undying, particularly stubborn invader - the Tarnished who has already bested him twice comes to mind - to breach the city and take the last Rold Medallion from his corpse.
Not long ago, he would never have let such doubts take hold in his heart. It’s enough that the Erdtree still stands, he would insist, that he kept it standing for as long as he did. Now, as the stalemate stretches on, and the ruined battlefield that was once the Lands Between slowly rots like driftwood in stagnant water, he looks out beyond the capital and wonders if any of it could possibly be worth ruling anymore.
He almost wants to let the Tarnished take it from him and drown it in ash, if only so that he gets the last laugh when all they have to rule over is a long-dead carcass.
Morgott shakes these thoughts free of his head and sets his quill back in the inkwell. It’s late, and the nightmares have kept him awake long enough for the anger and doubt to come creeping in like an infection upon his mind. His false form lays all the more uncomfortably over his fur. He sits back and closes his eyes to try and ward off an oncoming headache.
On the backs of his eyelids, he sees a flash of fox-red hair and the gold of a wilted sunflower.
