I think I'm getting Stockholm syndrome with work, all sorts of terrible changes are happening that are making this job that I used to like and still do in some ways much worse and less tolerable but at the same time the last 2 times I did job hunting were also so stressful and traumatizing that I'm really reluctant to give up and quit because I don't want to go through that again and it's hard to imagine finding anything better even if things suck and are getting worse