i go completely bonkers at the prospect of negotiating sex scenes and discussing likes, dislikes, etc. something about that instantly kicks me into like sex mad scientist mode. i am instantly going feral with lust and desire to make people absolutely lose their minds in pleasure. there’s nothing that brings out the dom in me as much as someone shyly explaining to me exactly what gets them off and giving me that piece of themselves. you’re telling me you’re gonna give me your soft, subby little brain and trust me with it???? you’re going through all this embarrassment and shame to tell me you want me to cradle you like a benevolent shepherd giving their beautiful little sheep a final soft farewell before sending them to the slaughter???? you’re telling me you trust me to destroy you and build you up again???? you’re getting physically aroused and needy already just from telling me this???? good god im so thrilled. i wanna make people fill out forms and talk about this for hours. i literally cannot get enough to talking about this kinda stuff it’s just as fun as actual sex to me. this post is headed in a million directions at once and i’m too excited just thinking about this to proof read so you’re getting whatever i’m writing. literally happy stimming and giddy from just thinking about scene negotiations and kink discussion
