best way i can describe what my problem is is that it's not that i don't understand the spelling or order the letters are supposed to be in or which letters are which it's more like. okay i think i described it this way all the way back in 2017 on tumblr or something but when i think of a word i think of all of the letters in that word at once and then arrange them the way i know they're supposed to go as fast as possible like that gif of grommit putting down the train tracks. well sometimes when i'm doing that my brain will send me every single letter with no coherent order to put them in which results in me typing shit out like "hwo rae uyo goidn dotya" and every once in a while i'll hit send before i realize i fucked it all up and it looks like i had a TIA

