
Gloomy | 31 | USA | Artist | Author | ADHD bitch | INFP-T | πππ | Polyamorous | β | ππ
if u like kpop, RDR2, elder scrolls, or skrunkly old fictional men we will get along great
i dont even have adhd and this is so relatable when it comes to me making videogames
i start making a game then get bored and start making another game and then give up and play other videogames people have already made rather than trying to continue all my templates of games
ive gone through so many game engines and i honestly think if i ever end up making a game it will end up being on scratch lmao
i want to turn all my half arsed games into something playable but most of them come off me adapting my current interest into a game and then i move onto liking something else and it gets abandoned :|
btw whats your ao3?
mine is creator0456 if you want to check out my shitposty fanfic i made with soniportal (we were working on a sequel we should finish that)
My AO3 is GloomyWrites, it's linked on my profile. But I mostly write k-pop ship fics so maybe not up your alley π
I am planning to write more fics about Red Dead Redemption 2 and Baldur's Gate 3 eventually but that is likely way down the line lmao
Holy fucking shit this is my exact mindset. I sent off a short story I've written to a few literature magazines dedicated to fantasy, and so far I've gotten 2 rejections, one of them being from the magazine I REALLY wanted to be in. And I'm just devastated, basically just convinced that I should just give up my dreams and resign myself to what I always do: help others further their dreams. I Fucking hate this anxiety, I wish I could write for myself but I just can't. I need that validation or else what's the point. You can comment on life all you want, but if no one comments on how your comments have affected their life is there even any point?
Yes exactly. Writing as an art form, just like any other, is inherently meant to be seen. And if we write doesn't that mean we want people to see it and give commentary? I don't think there is such a thing as writing exclusively for yourself with the exception of diary style writing that is just meant to be a log for you to look back on or get things out.
So why does it make me feel selfish and guilty to want to post my other stories, and why do I feel obligated to continue writing only the first one I posted for some invisible Themβ’οΈ? It's so fucking stupid lmao. Anxiety is literally a creative's worst enemy
I'm sorry to hear about the rejections you've gotten. Writing for legitimate publishing is so hard and competitive. But I read some of your work when I was drawing Ryker for you, and the bits I read were very good! I think if you keep working at it you'll get the recognition you want someday.
Ah the Nebulous Somedayβ’οΈ. Maybe, but I'm afraid that I'll be so burnt out because of life's bullshit long before that happens.