today at the doctor, the topic of long-term disability was broached for the first time. And like. I'm trying to get used to that concept.
'cause I've been sick for a long time now, and it doesn't feel like it's going to get better soon, so I could for sure use the help that'd give me! (it would be the same help I'm getting now, but without constant checkups to see if I'm better or worse off than I was last month. This has been the only way we've been able to stay afloat, so having that as a surety would be one less thing to worry about.)
But also, having the doctors say "we've tried to help and you're just gonna have to learn to be sick forever" kinda sucks! Not that I suppose I can blame them for saying so, 'cause the needle hasn't really moved for me in A While, so it does kinda fit. I think I just need to get used to how things are now and try to work as possible when I can.