What does it say about me that I am overcoming my fear of needles to inject hormones fortnightly simply because sublingual pills are a sensory nightmare?

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What does it say about me that I am overcoming my fear of needles to inject hormones fortnightly simply because sublingual pills are a sensory nightmare?