mmhh. cant be bothered. i got enough of it.
i think of the Big Genders i feel generally closer to girl? that's kind of the ideal i guess. but also I Will Never Be A Real Woman or whatever, not out of me giving up or anything but just because i don't want to be a Real Woman. my gender is some kind of unusual fucking Thing i dragged out from under the bed one day, approaching girlness shrimply brings me joy to even think about doing but is by no means the entirety of this whole gender thing. someday i hope someone looks back at my existence and kinda tilts their head in confusion. i can be girl and i can be a little boy and i can be neither both. i got metaphorical multitudes what can i say