Out of us I'm the one that is hoarding the vast and deep pleasures of experiencing what the world around me has to offer our senses. And let me tell you every time I pause to consider how the world around me feels it is truly just incredible. There is so much the world has to offer, natural and artificial alike, and it just makes me so fucking happy to exist in it even when the weather isn't all that nice or something bad happens or any of that because I love to exist and be alive and be here in the world in the first place and it fills me with a joy that is so unkillable
Sometimes I see someone really bitter or angry or such and I just go "I do not think they have known the joy of existing in the world around them recently". Not just in the typical 'they should go outside' sense, but more in the sense that they should go outside with a fresh set of eyes and an open heart. They should be willing to let the sights and sounds and feelings and scents and tastes wash over them, soak into the core of who they are. They should be willing to enter the world as a person coming into it for the first time. I know this is probably very difficult for someome who has existed for longer than a month but I promise it is one of the best feelings the world has to offer to you. Find joy and wonder in even those sensory experiences which have become mundane to you
I am so glad that I am someone else even if I am also sharing in being Gull. I get to both recognize the world around me from years of existing within it and simultaneously experience it for the first times as myself and it's so fantastic and wonderful gang
(Quail and Gull like existing a lot too but like. Not as much as I do. I am taking ALL the joy-of-being for myself >:).)
