the thing is that the brain builds mental walls around the straightforward path when i try to form sentences. it feels deeply wrong to try and follow the conventional methods, and it makes the head hurt a bit besides. this becomes especially bad the closer i shy toward the matter of my identity; it is excessively difficult to tell you the things that i am plainly, so it is that i resort to the descriptive and somewhat over-long
someone needs to write a kind of 'game walkthrough' for creating thoughts, and post it to the 'game faq's