Think I'm experiencing con drop from VFW, except it's expressed in the form of wanting to buy merch of Takeshi Miike's Ichi the Killer.
Started thinking about that movie again, and how it's ultimately a story about the search for love.
It's like Leonard Cohen's Hallelujah.
You've got coveting, you've got rape, you've got apologizing for not really feeling a connection but going through with sex anyway,
A big gorilla man is there,