I really need to internalize the idea that I'm allowed to take my hobbies and the things I find fun at my own pace... Sometimes I think about when my tumblr account was really starting to get attention and just how much I was putting out at the time.. but then I remember that I also burnt out like once a week, and yet, I still kinda yearn for it.
There's a voice up here that's insistent that I have to be putting out quality art all the time or I'm gonna like- explode or something. It makes it hard to try and set drawing aside to play games or engage in hobbies or really anything else. I should be drawing... that's all that voice ever repeats. No, I should be taking the things that make me happy at my own pace
I've been slowly working down from being nearly as obsessive as I used to be, but it's still one hell of a task to not be constantly worried when it takes me a bit to get art out. That improvement gives me hope though, so I'm gonna keep pushing