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geriatric millennial, socially anxious sheep, cybervixen of the the year

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toilet
@toilet

oh i see mighty jill off is making the rounds again

yes that game is specifically about me, and the horribly toxic dynamic i had with the person who made it. on the surface it seems really fun and cute and i mean superficially it was, but she never used my real name in our relationship (she only called me slut, ever) , not even in front of our families or professional peers (shed just avoid using it in work situations which was always really fucking awkward) it made it really easy for her to erase my existence from everything i collaborated with her on, but whatever. theres other stuff that was awful too but im not into blowing up personal shit online anymore, plus it was over a decade ago. its fine.

peace be to my ex theres absolutely no way she hasnt figured out that the shit we did wasnt healthy, but also dont talk to me about this game ever again

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toilet
@toilet

its okay, ive moved on, my relationships are really healthy now.

its just a very bad example of a positive queer bdsm dynamic. its 100 percent based on me (theres audio of me being beaten in the sequel depending on how many minutes it took you) and that relationship was 100 percent awful. we can draw inspiration from better these days

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i dont want this taken out of context. the clip was me ostensibly being beaten consenually (so like every minute you took would me getting hit once, and i say things like boy howdy! or something). what made me really uncomfortable was how public she wanted our relationship to be. i always felt like a pet on display and it became more and more dehumanizing and awful over the years. that was always crossing a line to me and it never sat well. thank you for listening

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regnsloja
@regnsloja

just saw someone in a twitter thread posting a screenshot of this without the last paragraph that literally asks not to take it out of context...
that reply had 50 retweets. so yeah the drama addicts are on it already.

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toilet
@toilet

i had to add to it later cuz i thought that might happen but i was too late :(

i didnt think this would get as much traction as it did cuz every time im upset about this online its kind of like yelling into a void

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moon
@moon

hey is it ok to repost this/link to it on twitter? seeing everyone gassing up mjo and aa is killing me. also hi its moon fka luna, i hope you're doing well. i'm glad your relationships are healthier now 🙏

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toilet
@toilet

yeah i got one very suspiciously worded angry tell about it, but the reaction of this compared to like, when the relationship accidentally ended is huge. thanks for caring, all i wanted was people to listen

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knightyaoi
@knightyaoi

im the person technically responsible for the MJO resurgence and i would like to apologize for accidentally bringing it back to the public conscious, especially now given current context. i had no idea of this and now knowing i was basically responsible for it making the rounds again has left a sour taste in my mouth.
reading the comments im glad youve moved on to better relationships.

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toilet
@toilet

hey omg thank you for getting at me. I knew that you didn't have context and I just want to be super clear I'm not upset at like, the fact that it came up again, just the lack of understanding around it. no one that got excited about a concept and made fanart is at fault

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Marla
@Marla

Ah this is really sad to hear! I'm sorry it was based on a shitty dynamic; I was just happy to see it again, since I enjoyed the game and didn't know a thing about you or your relationship with the maker.

Glad you're on to bigger and better things, and equally so that the MJO renaissance didn't stick around super hard, considering.

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