and Like I do this thing where I want something but get the bare minimum in order to not financially invest too much in it but that also means that things are kind of half assed for a while and I can't commit properly.
However a partial would be good. I went to a furry campout/rave this weekend and folks were in suits and had tails and I was like "I want that pretty bad". except, heads are like several thousand dollars, because they're made by artisans and require a lot of labor to make, and they're custom, so it's like, you can't just dip your toes into this you gotta go whole hog.