I think I've settled on getting an already made suit, one of the benefits of being a Generic Canid Of Some Kind. I've settled on getting a partial because I want to accessorize and also I don't feel a real need to go Full Suit? I think the next mental hurdle is spending Fursuit Money. It's a very bougie thing to even consider, and dropping Shitty Used Car Money into someone's paypal and hoping they mail you an action packer is a lot for me, especially since trying it on beforehand isn't realistic.
This last furcon I went to while it was pretty minimal (a room party, hanging out in a lobby for an evening) really made me feel...good? like a form of self actualization I haven't felt before. I felt so outgoing. I want to drink that feeling from a firehose.
