oops, i'm still brainrotting!
this is technically ffxiv related, but even if you knew ffxiv well you'd probably be hard pressed to figure out how. i might clean it up one day, but the messiness of it kind of adds to the vibe in some respects. ludus is a sad, broken creature, who has lost almost all shreds of who they used to be, with only fleeting impressions of memories to go off of. many things confuse them, but they have at least one person to anchor them and soothe them when things get too much.
i couldn't decide at first whether i wanted to go for sleek/elegant or jagged/monstrous. i guess i kinda ended up with both! i'm always a sucker for white/gold and glowy stuff.
for the initiated: (warning for late shadowbringers spoilers)
i wrote a 1000-word one-shot about it! you can read that here!
