Experiencing an emotional breakdown in the shower listening to LCD Soundsystem's Sound of Silver, the morning of my gender appointment where I'll get my first HRT prescription at the very tail end of my 20s. I feel anxious, I feel grief, I feel so tired. I feel like I wasted all these years not pursuing this when, all things considered, this process was actually really easy for me. But I'm also so excited to see where things go. I'm so ready to keep going.
The time has come, today.
