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HOOT_OS - V.30

Stryxnine Amity Pulsatrix
(30/🇨🇦/Saskatchewan)
NACRS Organizer
esports broadcast producer
plural, autistic, adhd
disability & queer activist
hobbyist archival researcher
bylines in Traxion.gg
loves @kadybat and @traumagotchi and @kaceydotme

57RYX9 DESIGN - Visual FX and Graphic Design North American Cohost Racing Series organizer & founder
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hootOS
@hootOS

i don't think i've ever been so consistently comfortable in a relationship like i have been with kata. i miss her often, sure, but it's easy to squash loneliness because a) i know she's not avoiding me, she's just busy; and b) i know she loves me, and she knows i love her, and i know she knows i love her.

like, there aren't many relationships i've had (read: literally none) where i can just feel... content. peaceful. sometimes i feel sad i can't hold her or snuggle her or kiss her or hold her hand or build lego with her or ride rollercoasters with her, but it's easy to convert the sadness into happiness. i can't hold her hand and kiss her face and scream at the top of a coaster with her now, but when i'm finally able to, it's going to be fucking magical


hootOS
@hootOS

add on top of this the fact that I can unmask completely and with ease around her and it's like, genuinely the most comfortable i've ever been in a relationship. i feel whole even when we're not talking to each other. a few years ago i reached a point in my life where I figured all my relationships were doomed for failure, but not here.


hootOS
@hootOS

me: i love her so much, she makes me feel so normal and complete, she makes me feel safe and beautiful and loved

kata:
a screencap of kadybat leaving a comment on my post

me: SHE'S DOING IT AGAIN SHE'S MAKING ME FEEL THINGS


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