man im feeling so hopeless right now. sask party has a stranglehold on my province and shows every intention of letting our disability support system deteriorate into a handshake and a pat on the back rather than the genuine help we all need, voters can't be swayed away from voting for the Sask Party because they're a bunch of hypernationalist fools, and nobody in my proximity is willing to fucking help. I've emailed a variety of groups that are supposed to help people like me across the province and received no fucking responses. and i'm not the only one who seems to have fallen into a fucking dead zone.
i'm fucking mad. i don't deserve this. nobody on this planet deserves this. and yet, this is where we are. begging people on the internet for help because our government is busy shmoozing with corpos, drinking champagne and laughing as their own constituents die by their own hands.
and nothing can be done, because no matter how straight i play it, every fucking voter is going to assume i'm being overdramatic and just want to be lazy.
i fucking hate it. i hate abled, neurotypical, allistic people. they are on the whole some of the least ethical, least rational and most evil motherfuckers on the planet. they have no conscience, no voice in their head questioning their motives, no guilt, no regret. they just fuck people over at every chance they get, and for fucking what? what do these sickos get out of doing shit like this?



