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HOOT_OS - V.30

Stryxnine Amity Pulsatrix
(30/🇨🇦/Saskatchewan)
NACRS Organizer
esports broadcast producer
plural, autistic, adhd
disability & queer activist
hobbyist archival researcher
bylines in Traxion.gg
loves @kadybat and @traumagotchi and @kaceydotme

57RYX9 DESIGN - Visual FX and Graphic Design North American Cohost Racing Series organizer & founder
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AriaSalvatrice
@AriaSalvatrice

I wanted you to know, when you post images that say "KILL YOURSELF", what kind of person is forced to see that message.

On May 29, I used this post to tell you my story,that of being hounded with the constant
feeling of suicidality, despite not being the sort of person who will ever actually commit it.

My story went through my history with child abandonment and child neglect, child rape, bullying, attempting suicide, overcoming autism, living with PTSD, difficulties to accept my trans identity exacerbated by the absence of local community and the difficulty to fit in online communities.

I do not consider this story a secret, but I do not wish to leave it on Cohost for archival. I prefer to share it in a better context, on a site that does not have an adversarial relationship with me.


hootOS
@hootOS
This post has content warnings for: suicidal ideation, transphobia, childhood neglect and abuse, it's a dead dove basically..

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in reply to @hootOS's post:

they are, slowly but surely. it's been hard considering the place i live in canada, some of the worst communities for people like me. but i push forward, it can't be this shit forever.