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Stryxnine Amity Pulsatrix
(30/π¨π¦/Saskatchewan)
NACRS Organizer
esports broadcast producer
plural, autistic, adhd
disability & queer activist
hobbyist archival researcher
bylines in Traxion.gg
loves @kadybat and @traumagotchi and @kaceydotme
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in reply to @hootOS's post:
I understand it can be terrible when relationships feel one sided I have been there, but if it brings any hope or potential for you to bring to your life I used to be on the streets eating out of trash cans for two years of my life and now 6 years later I have a bunch of cool stuff and great friends and Iβm getting married this year, I think things can always get better and I genuinely hope they do for you
i'm the kind of fucked up that makes me believe that yeah, shit will somehow magically get better for my disabled ass. but i've been sitting here hoping for ten years at this point and i'm still just as useless as i've always been, stagnating and living with a family that gives less of a shit about me than ever, and no fucking escape from it because canada is both extremes of weather patterns and i'd just fucking die if i tried just leaving and being homeless. it'd be easier to actually believe my hope was well-placed if i didn't feel like i'm rotting where i stand
Really sorry to hear it's going rough. :( Remember though, your value as a person isn't tied to what you produce. Things can get better, I really hope you can find a way to escape your current situation
escape would require an entire reconstruction of our society because my value is inherently tied to my productivity, and at the moment my value is around -$2400 thanks to debts i'll never be able to repay.