Okay. A lot of depression in general. Thats how the holidays are for me usually, and I've always relied on the gifts to make it like, not shitty. Which always failed. I've always liked the concept of the holidays, of family and friendship and love and coziness, but it has always felt like i could not participate like others did, maybe because of my mental illness and autism, adhd etc. This year? I feel like i have overcome a lot of things. Yes, i am crying again, as i usually do during the holidays. But it is not out of sadness this time, i am just tearing up about my friends and the relationships I've built over the years. All, and i do mean ALL of you (even if you somehow don't feel included, if we are friends you are) have helped me turn both my birthday and the winter holidays from potentially dangerous times to days of joy. So this, my first good Christmas, is dedicated to all of you. I dont need gifts anymore, thank you.
iotastic murder machine
- she/they/it/he
plural system. If you have time to read this, you should be running. 22, trans, part time twink, femboy, cute boy and pretty girl. Generally huge. Or maybe you're just reaaaally small? call me iota or judas
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