i think my English is like slowly deteriorating and im so fucking scared of the prospect of entirely losing my grasp on it. i depend so heavily on effective communication! but thats not the worst part, if my English was bad and i knew it was? i would not even say anything anymore. i would be too embarrassed. i would actually have to disappear entirely. I KNOW IT'S AN IRRATIONAL FEAR BUT IT'S THERE 😭 PLEASE TELL ME IM BEING SILLY AND THAT MY ENGLISH IS FINE
