would really love to be at a point where gender topics weren't mental landmines for me.
wish I wasn't basically stuck in this state for the foreseeable future and also trying to deal with housing.
I should feel relieved that my house issues are probably resolving soon. I instead feel like I'm going to explode.
I was struggling to process crap when I had the housing news dropped on me, I've been unable to think of much else since then, and I feel like something inside me has been getting stretched tighter and tighter since February.
