yeah sorry one of the side effects of part-timing as an egregore for a few years is that a good chunk of my "being" is spread across other peoples' consciousnesses. it's a largely outdated thoughtform from my early twenties but them's the breaks

yeah sorry one of the side effects of part-timing as an egregore for a few years is that a good chunk of my "being" is spread across other peoples' consciousnesses. it's a largely outdated thoughtform from my early twenties but them's the breaks
oh that's understandable; sounds like a really interesting gig! i didn't realize u could do that part-time. honestly i kinda thought u had to be born into it (which i guess is an ironic assumption for me to make considering similar assumptions people make about gender)
yeah i was really into social media as chaos magic for a couple years, and getting semi-popular on twitter at the wrong time kinda broke me lol. i exist a lot more inside myself these days, but the whole "sapient non-entity" thing is a reminder that the version of me that existed in other peoples' heads isn't actually the me that's here