gwenverbsnouns
@gwenverbsnouns asked:

last night i dreamed that i was relocating to a different medieval fantasy kingdom due to political persecution (sooo wild and definitely not a metaphor for my real life haha craaazy) and when we figured out what place we were going to, i was like "oh hthrflwrs lives there"

which is confusing bc (1) i have no idea where you live irl and (2) never before has someone i only know on a given social media platform invaded my dreams, let alone someone from cohost

how and why have you done this >:( dream sending w/o consent is v rude u kno

yeah sorry one of the side effects of part-timing as an egregore for a few years is that a good chunk of my "being" is spread across other peoples' consciousnesses. it's a largely outdated thoughtform from my early twenties but them's the breaks


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in reply to @hthrflwrs's post:

oh that's understandable; sounds like a really interesting gig! i didn't realize u could do that part-time. honestly i kinda thought u had to be born into it (which i guess is an ironic assumption for me to make considering similar assumptions people make about gender)

yeah i was really into social media as chaos magic for a couple years, and getting semi-popular on twitter at the wrong time kinda broke me lol. i exist a lot more inside myself these days, but the whole "sapient non-entity" thing is a reminder that the version of me that existed in other peoples' heads isn't actually the me that's here