being in a dissociative state is so weird like oh ok i just forgot everything that i have ever thought or done or loved in my entire life. literally an 8ball that only ever says ask again later
being in a dissociative state is so weird like oh ok i just forgot everything that i have ever thought or done or loved in my entire life. literally an 8ball that only ever says ask again later
and a lot of times it doesn’t even feel explicitly bad? like you know it’s not good but it’s not painful and sometimes it’s not even particularly distressing, just kinda blank and gray and lifeless. very strange thing