I think like. a part of growing up was realising a lot of things I'd been taught were stupid (hip hop, "girly" stuff) were actually smart, and a lot of things I'd been taught were smart (white guys in suits, armchair philosophy) were actually stupid- ...and I also see a lot of people who grew up never realising this and grew into the most pseudointellectual right wing cranks. I think this is where the paths split for many people